BLAHHHHHHHHHH

2010-06-28T00:43:00.001+08:00

And I guess it's better to leave no strings attached. It will only hurt more.

2010-06-21T00:13:00.001+08:00

You know, sometimes it's just best to keep quiet and not to tell anyone anything about yourself or how you feel. It might just bring you extra troubles.

And I knew it was a mistake to tell you who I really was. If only I had not tell you anything, everything would probably be fine and we would do great.

2010-06-14T20:38:00.002+08:00

The wound you gave me left me with a scar. A scar that still hurts even after closing up. You know that it hurts me alot but you still do those thing that make me mad.

But well, I found something better to write now.

Sure, I talk to other girls but I don’t talk to them like the way I talk to you. Sure, those other girls can make me smile, but not make me smile as much you do. Sure, they can make me laugh but not make me the laugh like the way you do. Sure, those other girls can make me happy but not as happy as you make me. Yeah, theres a lot of other girls out there, but listen, none of them can compare to you. Those other girls can holla and whatever, but my eyes and heart are set on you.

2010-06-14T01:06:00.000+08:00

Sad.

2010-06-08T07:09:00.002+08:00

Well, am in genting now and I've got nothing much to do after eating breakfast. This song is from this boyband based in america called Varsity Fanclub. I bet most of you would not know it but they do produce decent songs. I like their chorus alot and it goes like this
"what i really want to say is you stay on my mind
and i die every time that your not around me
what i really wanna show you is whats in my heart
but its nothing that stops even love inside me
what i really wanna do is just scream it out loud get the message through
ohhh what i really wanna say, is I Love You. "

See ya,

ciao.

2010-06-05T06:24:00.001+08:00

And I think I'm infatuated with you already.
Gosh, is there a way to escape the webs of love?
Or should I just accept everything as it is?

2010-06-01T00:34:00.000+08:00

2010-05-30T20:38:00.002+08:00

Well, today is probably my last day working in AMK courts and still, I chao work at 6pm hahahaha. I feel like slapping myself siah ahahaha. But well, even though it's my last day, I had lotsa things to eat over here lols. FYI, I will be transferring to tampines mall courts to be a HA promoter during the weekends. Below are some of the things I ate. First, was the french baked tuna. Secondly, it was the brownie that one of the promoters did. Lastly, was the lemon yoghurt cake which was damn good. Crispy on the outside, fluffy on the inside~

2010-05-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

2010-05-29T00:51:00.003+08:00

Oh well, I guess this should be more of a formal post now. Life's been great recently in poly, especially the moments with my cliques from E25E. We hit it off so well in the start man. But dang, there's always a bad luck following me in my life.

Panasonic sort of pissed me off with the commission that they are giving me. Workwise, AMK courts was pretty much relaxed but the sales over there was like CRAP! My commission for the month is what, $60 only. I want to smack panasonic face siah.

But well, during work today, I was so dam full. From the cream puffs made by the demonstrator over there hahaha. Below are some pictures :D

All right, the cream puffs started off with just puffs and no cream inside like this.

And the end product, puffs with cream inside which makes it a cream puff. LOL!

I love everyone in this picture though some of my cliques were not there.

And this photo was like taken by a professional photographer. The background and everything was awesome.

2010-05-24T22:39:00.001+08:00

I really like the quotes that this guy called "Ralph Waldo Emerson" gives with the most prominent one being "The greatest glory is not in never falling but in the rising up of every time we fall."

2010-05-19T18:37:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA! Some interesting pictures that I found elsewhere.

2010-05-18T21:36:00.001+08:00

2010-05-17T00:04:00.003+08:00

Hahahah! Credits to syahira for crediting me. lol!
I know I sang very well in that song "endlessly"

2010-05-14T21:21:00.001+08:00

I'll do a proper post soon enough. So for now, bear with the picture posts, I love them alot. hahaha

2010-05-13T21:56:00.000+08:00

2010-05-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

Just you and me... How great would it be.

2010-05-12T08:36:00.000+08:00

You're that girl who has won me over in no time.

2010-05-10T21:17:00.002+08:00

:) Definitely, everyone is having his or her own difficulties to handle. We should all be kind to each other eh.

It's really those little words of concern that you say to me which makes me feel the warmth :)

Somehow, I just love all these quotes. They all really do have a meaning.

2010-05-09T00:34:00.001+08:00

2010-05-08T00:23:00.000+08:00

All this time while you're with me, I've been in the dark. We had it all but you chose not to know. You had knew that my heart had always longed for you but now we know, not what we want. I think I should let you go. All this time, you've really proven to me that love is blind and now I can't find any answers as to stop the tears from my eyes.

2010-05-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

Thank you E25E! LOVE YOU GUYS/GIRLS ALOT :D:D

2010-05-04T23:05:00.002+08:00

Things really do change uh. Like how you used to support me with those messages when I started work and when I got my first pay and bought you that final gift, you're no longer involved with me. I bet you probably have your own life and your own pack of friends and won't even remember me.

2010-05-04T00:41:00.001+08:00

Hahas. It still amazes me somehow. A person can build/fix you up would actually be the one to break you apart.

2010-05-03T00:06:00.002+08:00

Yes, this post is really.... We really do get attached to some people. And somehow, I'm very much attached to you. Those times we had together were probably the best time of my life. And it seems like giving up you and forgetting you are 2 big different things...

2010-04-28T00:03:00.000+08:00

Somehow, this reminds me of someone I know of. HAHAAHHA!

2010-04-26T23:01:00.001+08:00

There's always this girl which I will do this for you :)

2010-04-25T00:37:00.001+08:00

Seriously, there are so many words I wanna say to you my girl. But it seems that I can't and won't be saying it out.

2010-04-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

WTF IS WRONG SERIOUSLY. 3 B'S AND 2C'S ALREADY. KNN!

2010-04-19T23:25:00.000+08:00

Weets!~ 100th post~

2010-04-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

Mmmmmmmmm...........

2010-04-18T02:00:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA!

2010-04-12T23:45:00.000+08:00

2010-04-10T01:01:00.000+08:00

Somehow, I still remember all those words and time that you gave me. It still amazes me up till now. Your words, your thinking, your everything.

2010-04-09T01:57:00.004+08:00

Sigh!~ It's so damn true.

Anyways, I've probably done it now. I'm stepping into this world and in actualy fact, am actually following what these world probably is. I'm not sure of this but I'm actually quite proud of myself. Being able to earn this much amount of money at only 16 years old and even taking care of my own expenses, stepping into this cruel, reality to earn a living. Right now the only I'd hope is that we actually have an improvement with our relationship instead of any de-provement. I really do want to say to you the 3 words and 8 letters but I just don't have the courage to do so. I've thought of giving up on you but every time when I see you, my heart just goes all out to you automatically. I don't know what I should do...

♥

2010-04-06T09:54:00.000+08:00

For those who believe, no proof is necessary. For those who don't believe, no proof is possible. - Stuart Chase

2010-04-06T00:55:00.000+08:00

2010-04-05T01:06:00.000+08:00

2010-04-04T08:38:00.000+08:00

Sigh... For everything I have gained, I'd lose something. Sucks, ain't it?

2010-04-04T08:35:00.000+08:00

Hais........

2010-03-31T23:57:00.003+08:00

Sigh, even though I earn quite a bit during my holidays, I can't save it up. Commitments towards my family... But well, I really do thank god for this job and pay which allows me to do so. I'd always feel like, why must I even give this amount of money? But well, at the end of the day, I'd still smile towards life because it's all worth it.

2010-03-30T00:21:00.001+08:00

Hahahaha! Well said, I think.

2010-03-22T23:29:00.001+08:00

Yes, this is so true. I think I will speak with my HR about my part time job details. Because if I don't fight for what I want, definitely, no one will fight for me.

About this uh... Dunno which girl ah, overweight I think. That's why everytime dream of her I will fall because of overloading.

2010-03-20T02:46:00.001+08:00

Makes perfect sense.

2010-03-16T11:56:00.001+08:00

2010-03-15T00:26:00.001+08:00

Sigh.

2010-03-14T01:20:00.001+08:00

Well, this picture would definitely suit me very well. Except that the he change into a she and the him change into a her.

And sometimes I really do find those quotes meaningful. Real meaningful.

2010-03-12T01:04:00.001+08:00

Goodbye, my (L)

2010-03-11T01:01:00.001+08:00

Hahahaha

2010-02-24T01:30:00.003+08:00

2010-02-18T23:49:00.002+08:00

I totally agree with what this thing says. To talk about my life, it has all been about fights. Fighting for my studies, fighting for "money" and most of all, fighting for girls, in which I never succeeded in. And the last part, it's really hard not to worry about someone whom you really care about. It's like you are really worried about this girl, but you are not able to do anything. Everything is bottled up in my heart. Even though worries never made anything better, I'm still unable to let all my worries off. Sigh.

This is the song I'm currently listening to right now, depicts what I'm totally feeling right now.

2010-02-18T02:52:00.002+08:00

It sucks. I really feel very sucky right now. I always wonder why I couldn't be someone which you can depend on. I always tell myself, even though I have nothing, I still have at least, a heart. But then, you walked away. Leaving myself alone.

Today, I feel sucky. Ang pao money wasn't too much. In total I've gotten around 400 ringgit which is equivalent to S$180. Normal new year. Everything normal. I'm doubting myself.

2010-02-13T02:22:00.002+08:00

Mmmmm. A quote a day keeps the haters away. LOL.

:)

2010-02-12T02:02:00.002+08:00

Girl, I do feel this way towards you.

Oh ya, and I received 2 ang paos today. LOL.
HAPPY :D:D

Of "love"

2010-02-11T00:54:00.000+08:00

I seriously feel that this picture describes what I feel right now.

Learning something

2010-01-29T00:07:00.002+08:00

You see, I've learnt something today. Even though I am working and those, I can't complain to my "mom" all the time and whine about how tough or whatever the shit it is. This is just how the world revolves. Everytime something happened in work, I'd always sms her and asking for a reply which would help me and everytime she'd have to crack her brain to think for me. I really do think I'm being selfish for doing that as I think she got pissed off with me recently. And that made me realise, that even though there's a saying that goes "Men needs woman to support him and stand by him", it does not mean that all the time, that he will need a woman. Sometimes, men just have to face problems on his own, without anyone to help him. Until then, he will be able to stand up by himself and grow up to be a promising young man. Just as how a diamond needs to be polished before it becomes beautiful. Thanks, wei wen. You are sucha good friend to have. Even though I myself is not that great of a friend to be, you still accepted me as your friend and being frankful enough.

Pissed off

2010-01-10T11:17:00.002+08:00

God damn it. I'm seriously tired of this crap. Coming home from Mustafa to see such childish things happen to me. I'm seriously pissed off at working in mustafa already. What's the freaking problem with me being BHB like what u say. Does it bother you that you cannot do your daily activities? Come on, everybody has got their own character so does it really bother you that much? If it bothers you that much then just piss off for christ's sake. Just go piss at some freaking toilet. Don't start pissing on me.

Love poem

2010-01-07T23:58:00.002+08:00

Just for fun :D

If Beauty Had A Name

With each passing day
I look forward to seeing you
It's almost as if my life is being shattered
And now your here
My dream came true

I never thought
Feelings would grow
But you proved me wrong
It's almost like a love song

Your that girl
That has won me over
Your that girl
That I want to be a little bit more closer

Your that girl
I wake up to see
Your that girl
I always want next to me

Your that girl
Who makes me laugh
Your that girl
That never makes me sad

Your that girl
With those beautifull eyes

Do you believe in love at first sight?

I just want you to know
I don't know where this will go
I want it to be special
I can't promise you materials but

I wont brake your heart
I wont make you cry
I wont give you any doubts
Ill tell you why?

Why I wont hurt you
Because that's not like me
Why I'll make you laugh
Cause your as beautiful as can be in my eyes

Why you'll smile is
Because it's another nice day
Or another reason.
Because I'm here to stay

I want you to know
How much you really mean
I can't describe it in words
Cause it's too strong of a feeling

I wish you could look inside my heart one day
See how much it's been torn and repaired
And how it beats as you sooth all my pains away

I wish you could look deep into my eyes
And make all the wishes in the world
I'll try to make them come true
As long as you'll one day be my girl

Or at times of need
I've proven to be there for you
No not because I have to,
But because your special my dear

So I'll make this simple
Short and Sweet
Your not like other's
You almost mean the world to me.

OFF!

2010-01-06T13:16:00.002+08:00

WAHAHAHA. IT'S MY OFF DAY LIKE FINALLY.

Don't know what to talk about. Oh yeah, I celebrated 2010 countdown in sentosa with pinoy, xy, xk and butch. It was kind of, unique? Cause we had our countdown in the bus and guess what, we never saw any fireworks-.-" Chilled at the siloso beach hotel till around 1+am and went to meet up my brother as he was attending the siloso beach party. Reached home at 3am. Even though it's new year countdown where everyone is happy, I guess mine is not really that great.

As all would have known, I'm working as a promoter for panasonic and that my target sales for the month of December 2009 is 130,000 dollars. And right on the clock that hits 12am, January 1 2010, my sales is... 124,900 dollars. It's like, dammit! 5100 dollars more to hit my target and I can get a 1% commission of my sales. My pay would then be hitting 2k already. Thinking back, I think I can actually hit my target but... the problem is the stocks. That god darn person in charge of mustafa basement 2 transfer my stocks from the warehouse to the selling floor on an irregular basis resulting in the loss of sales. _l_

But well, sometimes, things just do happen. Like what happened on facebook which I don't wanna elaborate. Seriously, it's like so childish to do those things. Crap your own idiocity.
And also, I'm not pointing out any names here but just to mention about some people in my life.
Some people change, and well, even their best friends kind of slowly fade into normal friends. Trying to sms you to chat but no reply or nothing. Until I sms-ed the second time. I "wonder" what has happened seriously. You're always busy. BLAHH!

Oh yeah, I would like to thank that dumb minister of mine for the entertainment she gave me during the boring weekdays I have in mustafa. She really do crap alot despite the appearance eh. I had always thought she'd be more refined and elegant in speech but well, looks are deceiving hahaha. Until the first time I crapped with her that I found out that her wise cracks are really funny. And since then, I'd sms her and the replies would always make me laugh!

11 january is the release of the results they say but mdm tan told me that it's not yet confirmed so just keep a lookout on the SEAB website. Less than a week to january 11/12/13 haahhaa. Gosh!~ So excited. Until then.

Khom Salanh Nhan. (insert name)

Of work and nothing else.

2009-12-29T23:06:00.004+08:00

Well, it's been a long time since I blogged. I've been working at mustafa in the past few weeks. Staffs over there are quite ok. They are always eating and slacking in their counter LOL. But well, the bad thing is that some of the promoters here are abit erm, evil? and some are abit of crazy. I didn't really believe what the staffs at Panasonic head office told me about how "messy" this jobs are. Until I've seen and heard it.

Oh yeah, I think I'm dying soon. Ever since working in this place, I've been smoking almost everyday lols. And worst of all, this minister of mine ask me to faster go die-.-" dumb girl.

Ok now, let's talk about recent things.

26/12/09
One of the best days in my sales. I can't really believe it. My sales was 6000 dollars OMG hahahaha. My stocks were all sold finish.

27/12/09
Poor sales. 3000 dollars for my sales :( Ate with my so called "colleagues" at this restaurant called "street" at city square mall which is quite expensive and but the things are nice ^^

28/12/09
Eunice and her friend came to find me. Like so coincidental that they saw me at the 3rd floor of serangoon plaza(Old mustafa centre) And they helped me as my trolley was carrying alot of things and had problems going into the lift. Thanks :) Went to hunt for jobs later on at city square mall. Went back to mustafa centre when they went off. About sales, it was onli 900 dollars ++ :(

29/12/09
Learnt alot about the "history" of the promoters in mustafa from another colleague of panasonic which has been working there for 2 years. My, I guess that place really is so called "messy" despite the surroundings. Sales, not bad for a weekday I guess. 1000 ++ dollars worth of sales. Oh yeah, there is this shit ass smart alex customer came to ask me about microwave ovens. When I was explaining to him, he said my explanation was wrong and that I got all my specifications wrong. _l_ you. Come on, who's the promoter and who knows best? Go #$%^ ur mom seriously. If you're so clever then don't even ask me about the thing. Luckily I kept quiet afterwards or else I'd be flaring up and losing my job.

And currently, my sales is S$57310.50
8000 dollars more to my target. I'm really pinning my hope on new year's eve to hit my target seriously. Oh yeah btw, I will be going over to sentosa to celebrate new year with my classmates.

BLAH

2009-12-20T10:55:00.000+08:00

I go blind when I look straight into the sun
I go deaf when I hear thunders on the run
But when I see you sleeping here beside me,
life's just begun
I can tell it to the whole world,
you're the one

I see your shadow cast on the wall when the sun shines
I hear you calling through the window when it rains
I tend to tremble when I start to think of just you and I
I don't know why, there's no reply

It doesn't matter what happens to the weather,
I'm shivering when I'm standing alone,
A storm is forming deep inside me,
A hurricane has got a life of it's own,
It's doesn't matter what happens to the weather,
Without you I'm just falling apart,
The snow is freezing all my senses,
When hail falls down,
Then it's already too late for heartbreak!

sadded.

2009-12-16T19:49:00.002+08:00

Say, it's been a long time since I posted yeah. And I guess it's going to be even lesser now cause am currently working full-time. Only off day is on Wednesday. These few days working in mustafa was pretty amazing? Met alot of weird people and saw how evil people can be just for money. Anyways, my supervisor is pretty good eh. He guided me slowly through the work I have to do in mustafa and that I'm glad that I can adapt to the life over here cos audio house' work was pretty much different then here.

Anyways, I bought my first 4-D number(0066) and shit! I never bought I-bet and it opened up on the consolation prize. Lost 4 dollars LOL. I think I'm pretty familiar with the places around mustafa now. Been going round the neighbourhood to taste different kinds of food. Oh yeah, I'm never going to eat indian food ever again! On one sunny day, it was my break time and I went out to have my dinner. Went into an indian restaurant and ordered one plate of rice, 2 piece chicken and one egg. Guess what, the price is $6 ZOMG WTH !*&@#^#!(*&@#@ Soooo expensive lols.

Anyways, during weekdays, mustafa is pretty deserted for my department in basement 2. So I'd always take long breaks during those time. Oh yeah, I found out my new hobby to do during my very long one hour break time. And that is to go play lan/read books at popular. Oh yeah, the popular is at City Square shopping mall. It's a pretty big shopping mall to shop and what's more, there are like all the different fast food restaurants in there. Pretty cool yeah.

Lastly, I guess this time it's all over. Everything has been going the wrong way.
We've run out of words,time,reasons to keep this thing going on. I think it's best if we should not talk about it so let's just call it quits. When you don't reply my messages, I know it's all over already. I used to be tripping over missing you but now I guess I don't think I will do that. Cause it's all over. I swear it's all over this time.

Don't wanna talk about it anymore. Time for some pictures.

Hahahaha This guy is always sleeping during lesson time

Fish waiting to get hooked up LOL

Ahem, These two. hahahahaha

Looks so dumb and also looks like my name card.

Panasonic shirt plus audio house toilet LOL.

There are still other pictures that I wanna upload but I'm lazy to do so.

Of rejection and sadness.

2009-11-29T00:26:00.005+08:00

IT JUST MAKES ME HAPPIER NOW. HAHAHAHAHA. FORGET ABOUT THE PREVIOUS POST.

SHIT U MINISTER

2009-11-23T23:36:00.001+08:00

SHIIIIIIIIIIIT U MINISTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON SMS UNTIL HALF DISAPPEAR AND THEN NEVER REPLY LE-.-" WEETS!~~~~~~~ PROM COMING SOON HAHAHAHA.

OMGGGGGGGGGG

2009-11-23T01:53:00.002+08:00

OKAY I AM VERY SHOCKED AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT REALLY HAPPENED HAHAHAHA. It's like very shocking to see that kind of thing happen at a young age. I've got nothing much to talk about now since it's holidays. Waiting for minister's friend to call me and meet for interview.

P.s. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I CANNOT SLEEP NOW.

Untititled again LOL

2009-11-21T01:48:00.002+08:00

Okay, let TTZ the colour wolf(once) talk about his day today. He slept at 4+ am in the morning and woke up at 9 am in the morning. He ate his breakfast and started to play his games. He went for his gym at 3.30 and finished at 5.30 pm. He ate chicken rice for dinner and after that, he went with his brother to Changi General Hospital. He also sms-ed his minister but to no avail(SIGHHHHHH) He came home at around 10.30 and he is reading his book. The end of his story.

Nothing, to post LOL

2009-11-19T03:02:00.002+08:00

Kay, my minister said my blog wasn't updated and I told her that I've got nothing to update, I'll try to update LOL. I'm talking crap now hahahaha.

Had lunch with Mdm Tan(christine) at bedok pizza hut ahahahha. She still same as ever. Suan-ing me and gossiping around hahahaha.

After eating, I think we sat there for 2 hours talking crap luhs. Went home at 3 ++ and prepared to go gym hahaha.

Gym-ed till 5 pm with sufi and cousin. Came back home played my game and that's the end of my story for today LOL.

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Untitled

2009-11-15T02:20:00.002+08:00

Everytime she says she's gonna stay in single, it hurts me just to wait and I keep asking myself " Why don't you make that first move."

BLEHHS

2009-11-13T02:38:00.003+08:00

WEETS!~ Today marks the end of the 'O' level examination paper for me hahahah. Paid my school fees and went in to the exam hall. At 3 pm when the paper finishes, madam han told our class about why they don't allow us to take back our paper on the day is because they want us to focus on the next exam and then she said this; after this paper, 'O' level examination has officially ended for you and the whole class was like, going crazy already cause we all shouted like some mad dogs hahahaha.

Went straight to my aunt's shop to dye + highlight my hair hahahaha.
For all you guys/ girls information, this is not gold. It's light blond with the highlight of brown. Doesn't look too outstanding eh? Suits me pretty well I think ahahah.

Went out to tanah merah interchange to wait for cliques and go over to sommerset to have the birthday dinner for pinoy and fish. LOL. And you know what, I took the wrong MRT -.-" I only realised that when the train was announcing "Next stop, Simei." I was like, SHIT! I got on the wrong train and I ran to the next train back to tanah merah station-.-"

Boss made a book for fish and bought undies for him LOL. okay, skip the dinner part cos I'm lazy to type.

Went over to cineleisure and played pool while the girls went to Kbox at around 11 maybe?
We finished playing pool at 1+ and when the girls came out, their fee for using the kbox was, 78 dollars LOL. They very bullshit uh-.-" ladies night was free for the ladies but the drinks and other things add together, become 58 dollars. Add in the interest, it becomes 78 dollars. LOL

Cabbed home at 2. Bathed and am using the computer now.

Unofficially over.

2009-11-10T17:03:00.001+08:00

YESSSSSSSAHHHHHHHHH. 'O' level chinese is over now.

I think I will relax now even though tomorrow I will have my science MCQ. hahahaha. Highlighting my hair on the 12th and having dinner with cliques at sakura. LOL. After that, I dunno what's the plan. CRAP. Someone introduce a decent job for me maybe?

2009-11-09T14:55:00.006+08:00

Kay, I found this photo from hong zhi blog. Was about the previous macdonalds crew outing. Miss them uh.

*********************Previous one****************************
BORING. Nothing to do so I'll blog uh. Other people are having exams today uh, I'll be having mine tomorrow as am retaking Chinese ~_~

Sunday November 08,

Went out with my cousin and brother to play pool at katong. Crap, kept on missing the balls. Played lan after wards with Team fortress 2. hahaahha. Now that I've played some games, I got a sudden urge to play even more games LOL.

Crap, I spent $40 on this day-.-"

Monday November 09,

I just went out to eat uh, went to IKEA after wards to look at some furnitures.
And I think I just made a list of the games I'm going to download when it comes out/after my 'O's.

Kay, this game is called section 8 as you can see in the title. I think it's pretty much like crysis. Oh yeah, talking about crysis, crysis 2 is coming out soon uh. Btw, I'm downloading this game right now hahahaha

Kay, this is another great game sequel. From the hit "left 4 dead" comes "left 4 dead 2" LOL. It's gonna be uber cool. The above picture is the 4 different survivors in the 2nd game. It'd be cool with all those new things.

Kay, This is also the sequel for another good game. I can't find any screenshots of it but the trailer looks very cool hahas. Am gonna download it soon enough.

And the above game is called lost planet 2. OMG It's also uber cool I can't wait for all these games to come out.

SHIT. There are so many games I wanna play. Need to grow up man~_~

Of not sleeping in the night.

2009-11-07T03:23:00.003+08:00

Kay, the time right now is 3.23 am. Which is like LOL? I didn't get enough sleep yesterday and yet, I'm still awake now at this time. Bio was pretty much manageable. I can do all the questions uh. Hope I can get A1 for it.
Wished ww good luck for the exam and guess what, she forgot my number. LOL.

Boss & Wei(3) didn't go for the exam LOL. After exam, went back home and had western food for dinner. Played game and tried downloading fifa '10. Too bad, there were not much seeders so I couldn't download it properly. Gave up on it. 'O' levels is coming to an end soon uh. Will probably go find work at lacoste(crocodile brand).

Will try to sleep now. very tired uh. Hope everyday goes on peacefully and happily. I don't wanna have any quarrels or tiffs with my friends. More importantly, I don wanna be a nuisance to them.
This is the picture of the class with madam tan @ her last session with us during the june holidays uh.

2nd post of the day haha

2009-11-05T22:04:00.001+08:00

Say, right now I'm so happy cos I've almost finished my biology revision. Hope tomorrow I can do all the questions. PRAY PRAY HARD HARD.

and I found this cool quote from a facebook quiz lols. "We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find. You are longing to find your other half. this is a good quote for you (:"

'O' levels ending soon haahhaha.

5 more papers till the end.

2009-11-05T11:31:00.003+08:00

WEETS!!!!!!!!! Biology paper 2, 2 science MCQ papers and 2 Chinese paper. Total is 5 papers and the whole exam is going to officially end for me. Well, that's the good thing. Sad thing is, I won't be able to see my friends anymore until prom. And after that, who knows whether we can meet each other again.

November 04,
Had physics early in the morning. It was a killer paper. First thing, I forgot to bring my ruler which disabled me on finding the force of the vector. Secondly, The question was tricky and abit hard to understand with the higher than average english that they used. Thirdly, I got too complacent and forgot to revise on my last few chapters of physics. CRAP IT! *&%$*&%^#(*&)()&

Went to eat at the coffeeshop at the bus interchange. Decided to go to library and study for geography. Had alot of fun in there.

Went back to school at 1 p.m. to slack awhile before going to the exam. Geog was another *%&^*^*) paper-.-" I had only studied Rivers and development. And know what, they mixed the two themes from physical and human geography together-.-" and the questions they ask are also abit erm, hard to understand.

After paper went to find miss choo to complain ahahahah. Afterwards went to play pool. It is fun uh, not having to pay for the pool when you play it for like 2 hours. Went back home at 8 and it started raining.

05 November,

Today, woke up early in the morning. Shit, I dunno what else to say. Maybe I'll just write abit on how my heart feels uh.

I would always be the one waiting and helping her while knowing that I can never be anyone of utmost importance to her.

Insomnia

2009-11-04T03:11:00.002+08:00

CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP. It's 3 am now and I am not sleeping I dunno why don ask why because even I myself dunno why I myself cannot even sleep when it's so late. Sigh, I dunno what to say now. Sometimes, I just think that god is so unfair but sometimes I think he is fair. And crap, I just got jealous over something when it is supposed to be normal. Addiction is coming up like f! The night is torturing like hell. Can't even sleep properly. Getting insufficient sleeps. This few days can't get minister to chat with me to kill my boredom. After this week, I can finally relax myself.

LOL

2009-11-02T19:54:00.006+08:00

Hahahahaha. Crap the previous post about being MIA until 12 november LOL. Will blog now. After 'O' levels I'm seriously going to buy this book called 'The Lost Symbol'. It is written by Dan Brown, the guy who wrote 'The Da Vinci Code' and 'Angels and Demons'. How cool is that luhs. This time round, this book is talking about a new story and apart from that, it is not just on interpretations of mysterious symbols. It is about noetic science(Study of nature and potentials of consciousness). It is going to be another thriller like previous books but the interesting part about this book is that previously, human thoughts were thought to not have any effect on others but in this book, it discusses about it with evidences from existing organisation proving that the human thoughts, if properly focused, can affect physical mass and our thoughts actually interact with the physical world, whether we know it or not.
The link is over here, http://www.huffingtonpost.com/doc-childre/dan-browns-new-book-2012_b_316194.html

And I found this quote lols. "The heart radiates an electro-magnetic field affecting each others' moods, attitude and feelings, whether we are conscious of it or not.

Kay, I'll stop going crazy about this. Talking about 'O' levels, So far so good I think. After this week, I can relax already.

Sianz, DnT tomorrow which makes it even worse :/

MIA

2009-10-24T20:02:00.003+08:00

TTZ will be MIA from now till 12 November.

I told her the things that I have felt. Whether there is a reply or not, It doesn't really matter because I'm just happy that she knows what I am feeling.

anyways, to all people taking 'O' levels, good luck to you all including myself but I will give more luck to myself LOL.

Tired, I am

2009-10-23T20:41:00.000+08:00

If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with...

Don't ask me what happened. Not in the mood to say anything. 'O' levels come first. Yesterday went out with cliques to eat at pizza hut after the science practical. Overall it was okay, manageable. KG sms-ed me something and I started to think to myself about something. Made a fool out of myself in facebook at WW's comment box. Still feeling bad.

Today, Don't ask why. Emo-ed the whole day doing my maths book. No replies from someone. dunno why. don't wanna ask why. dunno what has happened. Tired. of this. sickening place.

I used to feel strongly for these words "There's not a thing I don't cherish" but what I feel right now is that "I want to let go of everything."

'O' levels are gonna end in about 2.5 more weeks. Hope everything passes by quickly and painlessly. Also, am hoping that nothing bad happens, again.

-TTZ 23/10/09

Of gym,study and everything

2009-10-16T19:17:00.000+08:00

I think it's been a long time since i blogged luhs. and I think this will be the last post before my o levels is over. Yesterday was the last day of school for the graduating class. Very saddening can?

15/10/09
Met wei wen on the 225 bus uh. walked to school together. chatted for awhile and she went off to the canteen. Just nice, bell rang when I was reaching the parade square. BLAH! Skip skip to lesson time. First 3 periods were maths. Feels abit awkward uh, I did my maths paper in school and mdm liza taught me how to draw the triangle thingy. Maybe it's because it's the last lesson that I did the work that was given to me. Recess, I had originally planned not to eat since me and my cliques were going out later on but I still ate cos it was the last time that I am going to have my food in here. Science lesson was next, I also did my work. First science period was mr lew. He taught abit of physics and we were talking uh. Chemistry was next and due to people needing help in both sciences and being free, mr lew stayed in the class to assist my classmates uh. Biology, mrs koh and mr lew stayed in there LOL. Sigh, everything just feels so weird now that it has ended. After school, had pizza from Candian 2 4 1 pizza LOL. Was fun, all the teachers were there except for mdm wong and mrs sim hahahaha. The whole class was talking about mr lew's lame jokes and sharon's age and those craps. This is the first time the teachers were talking to us, chatting with us like a normal friend. Went off with my cliques first because we had to get home early. Sat a taxi to safra and intended to play pool but too bad, the place was fully booked so we played bowling. Was quite fun uh, changing names and laughing at keat's ZOMGWTH score. hahaha. Went home and rested. Psycho-ed minister to study hahas. Come on girl, it's just 3 more weeks and we will all be free for 4 months.

16/10/09

Got woken up by my cousin to go gym with him and paul later at 2 pm. Went back to sleep and woke up at 12 to prepare myself to go gym. Skip skip. Waited for them awhile in my aunt's shop and went to the gym at fengshan cc. SKIP the gym part cos there was alot to say. below are only 2 pictures taken at there.

I know it's blur and all but can't blame it. Camera lousy-.-"
Went to eat at the coffeeshop near there and chatted. Came home afterwards. Oh ya, and I psycho-ed minister to study again cos she was lazy hahaha.

-Misc
Guess I will make this post longer lols. Shall talk about the people in this school uh. First up, the teachers.

Form teacher, mdm sim - It was only around 9 months since I uh, know you? Hahas. All in all, you're a great teacher even though you can be quite eccentric and naggy at times. Being concerned about the students and even spotting questions for us. Thanks alot!

Miss choo - My humanities teacher since sec 3 hahas. I bet I have given you alot of troubles during the course of years because of my actions uh. But during the later part of this year, I have matured my thinkings and all. Thanks alot miss choo for bearing with my nonsense in class and remedials. I can say you are one of the most friendliest teacher I have known. You never scolded us once and taught us patiently even though our group was very -.-" you know.

Sharon Rebekah Ong Hui Mei - Miss ong, my PE teacher since sec 2 and my english teacher during sec 2. Hahahaha. I bet I must have given you aloooooot of troubles hahahaha. Those nonsensical things that I did. And hor, your name is very special. Cause I put ur full name down there hahahahaha. Best Pe teacher. Also like a friend to the students. I know my lame jokes and pervertness lah. Don't need to keep on suan-ing me right. hahahaha.

Mdm Liza - My maths teacher during sec 3. Sorry for not listening to class in sec 3 resulting in my mathematics result being crappy. But I have learned my folly and started to buck up now. Even though you still nag at times, but it's all for our wellbeing. Thank you for teaching me. Especially during the last few maths lesson that I had with you.

Mr Ievan Lew - OMGG. So many things to talk about you uh. You really are the craziest teacher I've ever seen in my life hahahaha. From the octopus dancing during national days to the dunno what kind of dance during teachers day ahahah. Didn't really like your lesson during sec 3 cause I don't understand anything about physics and you were always making fun of people -.-" hahaha. But this year, I tried to understand more about physics and I did. Even though my prelims were full of careless mistakes, I won't make it again and I shall get an A1 for combined science :) And your lessons were much more fun this year hahas.

Mrs Koh - The chemistry teacher ahahha. I didn't really understand chemistry during sec 3 and didn't like your class cause I feel that chemistry was veryyyyyyyyyy hard. But during sec 4 when you were personally coaching our group on "salts", I understood it and went back home to study on my chemistry. And am proud to say, I have gotten pretty well on chemistry during the later part of the year and am able to help my friends with it.

Mdm kalthom - My english teacher hahas. I know my class has pretty well fallen below your expectations the first moment you stepped into our classroom but, I was glad to have you as our teacher because you were strict with us and also our markings. By being strict, we can learn more of our mistake and try to correct it.

Mrs Hoon - My chinese teacher hahaha. Very naggy uh, but all were for our good sake. I was glad I am in your class because I made new friends and old friends.

I will never forget all of you teachers and your teachings.

Guess I didn't miss out on any teachers uh. Now for the friends section.

First up, who to say uh. I'm not sure. maybe number one friend?

Kay uh, for all of you who do not know who is my number one friend uh, it is miss sherilyn oh lols. What can I say about her leh. Very unique uh? Always suan me one. But then, it was fun with those things and also the bus rides home together. But then, the year is going to end soon uh. Hope we can still keep in contact after our 'O'. and hor, study harder lahs. 'O' levels are coming le. the questions that you dunno can ask one luhs.

Next one uh, I dunno lols. I'll start with my cliques then.

John Marbin Padiernos Cada - My smoking pal in sec 3 uh, but too bad am not smoking anymore. Won't forget the nonsensical things u did and those jokes you made. Like what syahrul said, after you came to this class, everyone changed. Not everyone but those that hangs around with you. Those who know you will know what I'm talking about luhs.

Nguyen Hoang - Since sec 2 I know you. You were the uhm, joke? hahas. But you were pretty much not being made fun of until sec 3 when marbin came. But all the times spent with pool, bowling and studying were fun uh. I know the feeling of being bastard is not fun but to others, it seriously is funny.

Indo Edwin Halim - My gaming pal since sec 1. I think we both were pretty much no lifers in our lower secondary life. Playing the same games and debating and even quarreling. It has pretty much toughen our friendship eh. Hope we will still stay in contact when you go to australia to study.

Tiv Jiguang(Nguon) Keat - Jiguang, you were the OMG richass boy I've ever known. You were pretty quiet in sec 2 and during sec 3 when marbin came, you started to level up your bastard skills and bastard-ing me about being fatass but you still remain as the CB face LOL. I know your prelims were pretty much .... but work harder uh. can make it one. Don't forget me when you are in Australia studying.

Ashwin S Ramalingam - Shitass indian hybrid. Metallica loving indian. FI. Eveything hahas. Ever since sec 1 you were my pal and have been bastard-ed by me since then. If I were to talk about you there would be alot so I'd rather not haahahhaa.

Miss Wei wen - To speak of the truth, you would be the longest friend I would have known when I came here. You were my facilitator in the sec 1 camp and I also became a prefect. Those moments were fun and I do not know what had seriously happened because we became like strangers? Whenever we see each other during school we like pretend we don't know each other. But I was glad that during sec 5 we were in the same chinese class cos we finally talked to each other? And I think you are the most forgiving person. Hope we can go the same poly and the same course luhs. Don't give up! believe in yourself!

Syahrul & Sala - You two are together cause both of you are gay but both of you were my good friends since sec 1. Both of you were not really like asraf and taufik whereby their attitude sucked like hell.

Xin ying - My friend from sec 1 luhs. But we didn't talk much during our lower sec days. But during sec 3 when we were in the same elective which is DnT then we started to really talk and chat as friends. After o levels make bbq again! hahahaha.

LiLi - My little junior uh. When I was a prefect during my sec 2, she was my junior who had the same duty with me uh. Now, she's still the same as when she was sec 1 hahahaha Never grow up LOL. Next year you are sec 4 already, you will hafta go through the same thing as we did luhs. But don't give up luhs. You will find that chemistry and biology is pretty much easy.

Paul - My pretty much good friend since secondary 3 uh. Hmm.... What to say about you leh. You're pretty much a good guy from what I can say luhs. Those nights spent chatting was fun and I really enjoyed the gym outing. Hope you can go to sec 5. (pray pray)

Wei Wei Wei - The table god/eunuch/Sleeping king. This guy arh, ever since the first day he came to school in sec 3, he has been sleeping like in, all the lessons? and you can always see him flirting around-.-" but what else, his combined science is pretty good. He taught me when I was sec 3. But, too bad. You will be going to NS soon hahahaha. Stay in contact :D

Shit, I'm getting tired of writing LOL. but to other friends who were not mentioned, it's not that I don't remember you but because of my laziness-.-" Will remember every single one of you. If you wanna be mentioned, please tell me on msn or text me through the phone hahahas. and this post is seriously very long lols.

Bored.

2009-10-11T13:19:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging uh. changed my blog link and I think it's also rather meaningless but better compared to my previous one which is pervertking. sounds like dumb. and it's seriously dumb. And I think I'll blog more cos I will be abstaining myself from computer for the next week until my 'o' levels finish. And it's abstain, not completely deprive myself from the use of computer.

10/10/09 (saturday)
Did nothing much uh. Slept the whole day, and prepared myself to go to this festival at dunno which temple in singapore, near hougang. This time round, I've gotten clever LOL. Why do I say this lol? Because the event this time round is to accompany my grandmother to watch the teochew opera which is very the omg-.-" So I brought my maths 10 year series, physics, chemistry and biology 5 year series with me to do. I tell u guys/girls, that place is seriously omg lols. Go in only, traffic jam, then the people over there make it into, pedestrian jam? Got in the place where the show is on. Took out my assessment books and did it. And I'm seriously happy that the papers were relatively manageable compared to the prelims can? I got like above 80 for all the papers which is OMG. I tell you, OMG. Compared to the previous year, I have improved greatly I guess. Last year, I had just barely made it to sec 4. Now, in the whole class, I'm like the 10-20 position. I can do maths,combined humanities and chemistry now. Which was the subjects I hated the most during sec 3 even though the teachers were good. It's just that I don't like it. Decided to stop around 9 o'clock and sms-ed girlfriend/no. 1 friend/ negative 0.1 friend/ministry for my name to chat. Very funny lols. She keep on suan me and we were debating hahaha. Went home at around 11 pm where my father came to fetch us.

09/10/09 (friday)
Didn't go school lols. Cos I felt abit unwell. Anywyas, I did pretty much assessment books that day. I did my maths assessment book up till chapter 20 I think. Another 20 more chapters and I'm finished. And for chemistry, I did 3 papers on it. Physics, 2 papers. Biology, sadly, I did only 1 paper for it :( Will be more hardworking. Final month already. Hope I can make my wish come true. Then I will earn extra money. Because my parents told me, If my o levels got less than 10 points, I will get an additional $500 from them and another $300 from my big brother. So that makes me $800 richer. Don't have to work for 2 months hahahaha. This is just my family only. If I seriously get 10 points, WAHAHAHA. My relatives will give me more ang pao $_$ Guess I'll end here luhs

And I think I kinda blogged alot today? Oh ya. guys, go check this guy out. Guess ima end here soon.

p.s. I wish I can go out with friends to study more.. Need abit of coaching in maths.

Sighh.

2009-10-09T00:40:00.000+08:00

It's still about the previous post uh. My premonition is always 90% correct uh. and I retract what I said in my msn. This world is still good. I'm not pissed off with the whole world. Special thanks to wei wen, edwin, mark, jun yuan, wei jian and black horn for their care and concern :D Thanks alot, you people make me feel that I'm being cared in this world.
And I bet no one noticed the change in the words above. hahahahaha

sigh.

2009-10-07T17:15:00.000+08:00

Okay, this time I think I'm seriously screwed. I don't wanna say but things aren't going too well. Anyways, 'O' levels come first, relationships come afterwards. Been going to night class to study and I have been sleeping in the afternoon~_~ 2 more weeks tills o level. Cmon everyone, JYJY! :)

p.s. If only time could turn back, I would've grabbed the chance.
p.p.s. Come back to me, will ya?

It's all about his exams.

2009-10-02T14:03:00.001+08:00

Kay, what's the best thing to talk about now? My prelim results lols. Some parts of it was good, some is... You know.

English - 63,B4
Chinese - 63,B4
Maths - 46,D7
Biology - 72,A2
Combined Science - 57,C5
D&T - 47, D7
Combined Humanities - 59,C5

Legend:
Red - Unsatisfied
Green - Satisfied

Kay, the reason why I'm happy for my english is cos I've got the 6 position and on top of that, my paper one could have been done better. Biology is because I got an A2! OMGGGG. Don't need to explain anymore. Ah, last one. Combined humanities. I got an E8 for mid year and this time round, I got C5 for it. What's more, 1 more mark to B4.

The unsatisfied one, Chinese. My 'O' levels I get B3, now I get B4, I deproved-.-" and maths, I got a D7 again. Shit uh. Always careless mistakes. Combined science lehs, OMG LAH. I CAN SURELY GET A2 FOR IT LAH. STUPID PHYSICS PAPER 2 COS OF THE 1263987 CARELESS MISTAKES I MAKE then wrong-.-"D&T uh. No comments.

Nothing much happened today uh. Just that it is our last PE lesson with sharon. We also had a sort of dialogue session with principal uh. She was talking about blah blah blah(ask me in msn) and she said there is gonna be night classes. I pretty much think it's not going to be liked by some and I think I will only go for the night classes that teaches maths. Other than that, STUDY! The new timetable mdm tan gave me is very OMG DE tiring-.-" But I must persevere. 1 more month only. JYJY.

Prelims and the future.

2009-09-30T20:09:00.001+08:00

Nothing to talk about prelims. It's still not the best that I have done. And also, during the one month period to 'O' levels, I will create a new intensive revision timetable for myself.

This is from madam tan.
Everyday after school, 3-5 pm study. after that I shall take a break and 5.30, I will study till 7 pm. have dinner and at 8, I shall study until 10 pm. 5.5 hours of revision easily done. And I shall not be distracted by computers so I will have to say goodbye to my computer for one month probably. Pinky promise to everyone who care And for those who want to contact me, sms to my number uh. Will try to get back to you all as soon as possible

Gonna off now.

LOL.

2009-09-27T12:11:00.001+08:00

Time now: 12:12 pm

10 hours ago(2 am), I was at CGH LOL. With my brother uh. His ankle is swollen and the medical officer from his camp referred him to get an x-ray at the hospital LOL. And that whole place look very dark, except for the accident and emergency department. Before going in, we still have to go past a room whereby they use the infrared camera to check whether you have a fever and those. After that, they handed us each a mask to wear luhs. And you cannot take it off-_-" I took it off for awhile and the nurse was like ==! Please wear your mask at all time. Oh ya, the air cond over there is dammmmmmmmmmmmmmm cold LOL even my fats cannot withstand it and the first place I went was the toilet LOL. To take a picture of myself with the mask and all on.

I know it looks like stupid and all.

After awhile, went to discover the place lols.

This is like so COOL LOL. I wish my neighbourhood has a vending machine that sells hot sandwiches-_-

And I was surprised LOL. There was still "QiJi restaurant" open in the middle of the night at the hospital~

The nurse's butt is very nice hor~_~ LOL

Before going in, they also have this board over there luhs.

No comments about this luhs.

After that went in to the A&E department luhs. Have to take temperature again-.-' this time is the thermometer whereby they put it into your earhole one.

The guy in black shirt is my brother lols.

After that was quite boring luhs. Even if got appointment already, still have to go consult the doctor first, I also asked him about why am I having headaches that comes and goes luhs. He said might be migraine(WTH) go have a checkup luhs. There's no way I will go see the doctor luhs. Will die from paying them the money-.-" then later need to go register and then wait for awhile before my brother goes in for the x-ray. After it, still have to wait for awhile before the screening is done. Results was that nothing wrong with the bone so the doctor referred my brother to a bone and muscle specialist. After that have to wait awhile and collect the medicine.

Reached home around 3.30+++ and fb-ed awhile. Slept later on. Woke up at 9.45 and just nice luhs, one sms came. from lili~ She was asking me about biology and I so called "tutored" her on the chapter until 11 o'clock luhs. Revised on the way hahas. After that had my breakfast and play computer + blog luhs. Hope my marks for prelims are not that bad. *pray to any god which can help me LOL*

I guess I shall end here luhs, most probably will be blogging lesser as it is one month before 'O' levels start.

Prelims. ARE OVER XD

2009-09-26T20:31:00.000+08:00

25/09/09
1st things first. PRELIMS ARE OVER WAHAHAHA Finally 2 weeks of gruelling papers are over. And I don't think I will do badly then I did in mid year. Yesterday was our last paper. Was having phy/chem MCQ hahas. It was one hour only. Woke up at the same time as I did, went school and borrowed a calculator from lili. Thanks! (Actually I can bring my own luhs. Just that I was lazy to bring one big bag as I am only bringing a small bag) And since I am only going school for one hour, I did not bring my wallet LOL. Overall, the paper was easy luhs. SHould be at least an A2 for the paper. So after school, walked out with dumb and was chatting luhs. Too bad luhs. Can't take bus home with her. In the end, got persuaded to go play lan with my cliques at katong shopping centre.~_~

Reached there around 11 and since I did not bring my wallet, I could not buy any breakfast so marbin treated me duck rice luhs. Thanks^^ Ate finish and went to play lan. It was sooooo fun luhs. Me and marbin were owning hahahahaha. And many funny things happened. After that, we played half-life LOL. Even though it was a deathmatch, me and marbin still tag teamed. My name was zombie no. 1 and his was zombie no. 2 LOL. We got the rocket launcher and those power weapon and was the top 2 in the game LOL. Keat got pissed off cause he onli got 10 kills and 70 death(WTH) and left the game. Played pool after wards. Won marbin LOL. Cause he gave me 3 chances~_~In total, I did not pay anything luhs-_-(Sorry guys for letting you pay for my meal and the games-_- Thanks alot.) Left after one game cause hafta go find lili and return her calculator. She was at bedok library cafe with friends. So I went there to chat with them LOL. Went off around 4.30 and took 14 with lili. And then when I went home, was the usual thing. Just that I nvr did my maths-_-

26/09/09

My aunts from malaysia came luhs. Woke up at 12 pm(This is a record) played the computer awhile and the usual. Smsed dumb asking her what is she doing luhs. too bad ~_~ she's busy. Nvm, proceeding on to the next chapter. Bathed and prepared to go out to tampines' 3 shopping centres to shop with my aunts. And I found out my next game to download when my 'o' levels finish. It's section 8 LOL. And I saw adhe over there too. Whole trip was quite boring uhs. Just that I had alot to eat, now very full~ went to interchange after that to walk walk and the time used in walking had 40% of the food that I ate digested LOL. Came back home afterwards and now I'm blogging luhs. And here is a quote which depicts what I am feeling now and I seriously like it. It's from a song and goes like this; Because you're stuck in my head like my favourite song, you put the scene on pause but it still plays on.

Below is the song luhs. It's actually a sad song btw.

22/09/09

2009-09-22T18:32:00.000+08:00

One word to summarise today was CRAP! Reached school around 7.20 am. Was having a rather confident feeling that I can do maths 2. for once, I had this really confident feeling that I can pass maths. Went in to the hall, prepared for maths.

Once the maths paper came, I "secretly" flipped the first page and I saw the 1st question and I was thinking like, "I can do this luhs. This time round I can pass maths" But then after that the nightmare started LOL. When I did the 8th question liddat, I looked up and saw the time, 1010 LOL. 30 more mins left and I still have one graph and another question to do-_- Finished everything on time luhs. Paper was above average, I think. Overall, I do not think I can do well in this examination... Sian lols. Had recess. Went back to hall at 1115 for Biology MCQ. And this time round, It's easy LOL. Though had a few careless, but I should not score too bad for it.

After school went to play pool with pinoy, indo and DJ S. Crap luhs. played tag and lost! Score was 5:4 and sooooo crap luhs. They got lucky lols. they got the last ball and I screwed up alot. Didn't really have the mood to play and serious crap LOL I had to pay $11 for it, KNS. Although it was fun with the jokes. Had my dinner there, chicken rice :D. Took 32 to interchange and then bus 9 back home.

I hope tomorrow's paper onwards will be easy . Will look on the bright side of life =) A thing may either be good or bad depending on the angle of how you view it as. I guess I will end here luhs. Off to study/revise my phy/chem and I'll go sleep early today.

Also, I think I'll be going out to movie on friday to watch <I Love You Beth Cooper> Location: I dunno LOL. Since friday is the last day of prelim and the paper ends at 0910. Hope ahem will go(not for you to know but for you to find out) and also my mummy to give me more money-_-(crap lols. I spent $250 this month)

p.s. Thank you wei wen for those words. Guess the only thing I can do is to work extra harder. Must not give up. Thinking of it won't help anything. Have to put in the action to get what I want.

LALALA

2009-09-21T03:31:00.000+08:00

A very good morning to everyone LOL. It's 3.31 am now~_~ And I just found out that the previous post was the 40th post. I must be very crap lols. I know it's very little compared to other "senior citizens" of blogger but at least I still have the heart to blog lols. This few days ar, crapping LOL. I thank the malays LOL. I'll have an extra day to study for my maths 2 but I seriously doubt whether I will use the time wisely for my maths~_~ Worst of all, I did not study my phy/chem during the prelims LOL. I only studied DnT and maths. These 2 subjects are like very cmi... My Dnt arh, failing since sec 3. passed only once during sec 3's mid years. Maths, even worse... been failing since sec 3. not even once had I passed but this year, I've decided not to crap my lessons anymore and start listening to what teacher is teaching. And the result is that, from 21 marks to 47 marks LOL. Could've passed if I did not have any careless mistakes. But too bad, who doesn't have mistakes-_- Must work harder for 'o' le! As for my other subjects like combined humans and science. I did not crap it LOL. I just flipped through the books to refresh my memories on those.

Comments on prelim so far...
Maths 1 - 60 +++% chance of passing.
English - Should be a B3 bahs.
Chinese - A2 LOL.
DnT - CRAP!
Combined humanities - Should also get a B.
Bio - Should also be at least a B.
Combined science's paper 2 - Should also at least get a B. Even though I have some mistakes for section a, i should pass it well...

The remaining prelim papers are; maths 2, biology MCQ, combined science practical, combined science MCQ and that's the end hahahaha. How I hope this was 'O' levels where I'm so confident.
I even had the score of my 5 subjects planned LOL.
My chinese is already B3 even though I'm retaking it so I'll count it as a 3 point.
Plan for 'O' levels:
English - B3
Maths - B4
Combined science - A1
Bio - A1
Total: 3+3+4+1+1 = 12 points.
With that point, I think I can get into SP's biomedical course and study with my mum. Everyone wish me luck!
And I think I will end it here. Will post my results when I get it. Hope am not going to be disappointed. JYJY everyone!

p.s. I've decided to do something and that is to step out of my comfy shell with the love of my parents and reach out my hand to get another kind of love other than parental love(hint hint). I may have been burnt by this thing called love in the past but it's the feeling of love that makes people go crazy about it. I know I'm not that great of a guy or anything but I'll try my best. It's already the last year. If not, I might regret not doing so when I grow up later. And this conclusion seems abit long LOL.

2009-09-18T19:15:00.000+08:00

I'm bored! LOL. prelim paper 2 for combined science was just over. Got a few mistakes here and there, I'm not sure whether I can at least get an A2-_- And I think next week after prelim, I will go watch movie. Anyone wanna go?

a blog post?

2009-09-16T13:52:00.001+08:00

LOL. Decided to blog today since tomorrow is DnT~_~ and blogger seems to be fine? Been having prelims lately and I seriously feel I can pass my maths prelim la. Today, had geog exams only~ soooooooo gooood. released from school at a whopping 9.40 hahas. a maths student have to stay until 12.40~ poor thing. hahahahahah but tomorrow i will have to go sch earlier than them-_-" crap lahs. I think i will end here. nothing much happened today. Prolly will blog lesser and lesser until 'o's are finished.~

I'm also in a very love kind of mood? this is for everyone hahas.

AHHHH!!!!

2009-09-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

Crap lahs. Tomorrow is the end of holidays-_- which also means my prelims is coming back-_- I did not study for my physics, bio and DnT which means CRAP LAH Relaxing in the holidays and I only studied abit of my maths-_- BLAH! Must not make any careless mistakes for tomorrows prelim-_-" Everyone wish me luck and also, tag my tagboard lahs. Only one tag like KNS-_-

I seriously don't know what had happened. Something, somehow has turned our relationship bland, to the point that it has become as tasteless as a chewed bubble gum.

Bored. But I am doing things.

2009-09-11T17:17:00.001+08:00

well, woke up at 7 a.m. to check out my new game; wanted: weapons of fate. CRAP LAH! Sensitivity so high, hard to aim~ but overall it's good. but i still deleted it :D slept again and woke up at 12 noon-_-. Did ping yi's maths prelim paper. HARD for a few questions-_- asked friends for help lols. Thanks wei wen, Jing Shi for helping me. and also, marbin? He dam power lah. I dunno how to do indices he know lols. Die already lah~_~ hahahahaha But I was glad that he started studying :D Now, fb-ing and found this interesting fact/fiction about my past life lols.

You have lived 5956 days, 13 hours, 52 minutes and 59 seconds in this life.

I do not know how you feel about Tee Ting Zhang, but it seems that you were male in your last incarnation.

You were born somewhere i...n the territory of modern Phillippines, around the year 1150.

Your profession was that of a dancer, singer or actor

Your brief psychological profile in your past life: Ruthless character, carefully weighing his decisions in critical situations, with excellent self-control and strong will. Such people are generally liked, but not always loved.

The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation: Your lesson is to combat violence and disharmony in our world, to understand its roots and origins. All global problems have similar origins.

Sounds like a hero trying to combat violence and disharmony LOL. Ciao~

10/09/2009

2009-09-10T13:57:00.000+08:00

Well, I guess ima update now cause I might be too lazy to update later. Today is the day my friend, passed away. It has been 2 years since it happened. She was such a good girl, always bearing me and my lame and dirty jokes. She was always bringing a smile to everyone in the class with her distinctive "ai-yo" where everyone made fun of. But she didn't mind, she would just smile. Since sec 2, my maths pretty much sucked. She would be my tutor and teach me mathematics. She'd always get high scores for her maths. I can still remember that day so clearly, what mdm samihah and mr deepak said, the whole class, everyone. It was the first time the whole class quietened down. Shit this. Why am I talking all these things in my blog.Lastly, I hope she is happy up there.

Crap lols.

2009-09-09T17:10:00.000+08:00

This is seriously crap. I dunno why but I'm starting to have the feeling of being in love? I dunno, don care~ Studies are more important. I'll have to place my 'o' as primary objective. After that, full force in wooing? HAHAHAHA. Holidays are seriously a bore? I've only been doing maths(I hope I can pass maths seriously-_-) these few days and I did not revise my geog. Guess Ima do that later. Seriously I don like this kind of feelings? My heart will ache whenever I do not see the person and blah blah. Just like how a lovesick person is. Anyways, let's stop talking about this thing-_-

Monday, I went out with classmates to study and also went to tampines mall slacked till 7.
Tuesday, I stayed home all day(See I am sucha good boy~) and I did not do anything~_~
Wednesday(today LOL), I did 2 hour of maths. crap.

And I guess that's all. Won't be blogging too much. And I found this really good song.
In dedication to ?!?!?!?!

ARGH!

2009-09-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

SHIT MATHS. I REGRET NOT LISTENING TO LESSONS WHEN I WAS SEC 3-_- NOW I'M SUFFERING THE CONSEQUENCES. Thank you jing shi, amanda and xin ying for the coaching of mathematics just now.

On Hiatus.

2009-09-04T13:22:00.000+08:00

Can't update pretty much even though it's the september holidays. Am having prelims. Ciao.
Gonna go out soon. Ciao. Ciao. Ciao. Ciao. Ciao.

Happy Teachers Day!

2009-08-31T22:35:00.000+08:00

A word to summarise today: AWESOME!
A Sentence to depict how I feel today: I am ultra,very and mega happy!
Teachers day was shit arse awesome lols. Upper sec had their aerobics at the hall for the first 50 mins. Was basically crapping around and making fun with the aerobics. And also, the most fun part was video-ing mdm sim~ check out my facebook for it. She so cute lols. When mdm sim spotted us video-ing her, she said this "See,see. Then I don play lor." The only thing that I think bad about her is that she's abit naggy and old style of thinking~

After that was the teacher vs students. Our class' captains ball and soccer had both won the teacher. WOOTS! Shall not elaborate on this part~

Had our recess next but I just ate nuggets and drank mineral water. Went over music room to chill~_~ The performers and all were having make-up. And asraf was darn annoying, disturbing other people-_- When the bell rang for students to line up, asraf and syahrul went out. The rest of the performers left and the 4e1 performers were rehearsing hahas. kay, lets skip to the nobody part cause I did not see the whole concert T_T

The girls were dancing first and then during the 2nd "nobody dance" part, they were bringing teachers up. Me and salah were pulling miss ong from backstage to go dance with us LOL. And when we are at the stage, we were basically talking about how to do this dance-_- The teachers were all very funny ahhahaha. Especially mr lew! He brought out the whole climax of this event. And I even shook my fats beside him~ hahahaha. Words can't describe the feeling I'm having now when I watched the video~ It's a very very fun and funny day hahas. I'm starting to love this class~
Link to the video.
After school, went to eat KFC and went with edwin to a florist as he wanted to buy a bouquet of flower for his "mother" And I might consider being a florist LOL.
Me: Uncle, how much is one stalk of pink roses?
Vendor: $1
Indo: Okay, can I have 8 of this? Make it into a bouquet.
Vendor: Okay, I help u make bouquet 22 dollars then. LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
We were like WTH? supposingly 8 stalks of roses costs $8, when made into a bouquet, it becomes $22 LOL. Thats like 2.5x the thing-_- anyways, he bought it at $20. Took bus 222 home, deciding whether or not to go back my pri sch but decided not to cause it's already 4 years since I left and most of the teachers during my batch has changed school or retire~_~

ADRIAN PANG!

2009-08-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

Lols. Nothing much happened today. Went to Katong Mall for my guitar lessons and guess what. I saw Adrian Pang and his ang moh wife LOL. He looks much better off screen lols. Went to my cousin house again~ Ate chicken rice for my dinner LOL. Came back home at 6 pm to send my brother off to his camp. And now I'm back home blogging. Doing my chemistry and maths. The heat is up, I'm pressurised to the max! And erm. Happy teachers day!

HAPPY DAY!

2009-08-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

Slept at 8pm yesterday, woke up at 1 am today and slept again at 2 am. Woke up at 7+++ It's fun~ Did my physics and maths revision. Skip to 11.45~ Went to cousin house to get something after that took 31 to tampines interchange. On the way, jing shi called me to ask me to meet her at the Mcdonalds opposite of the ticketing office to go to century square together cause she dunno the place LOL. Met her and walked to the century cineplex. Bought the tickets and waited for xy to reach the place. While waiting, we were sort of emo-ing over there hahaas but not really emo-ing cause we were still talking craps~ When xy came, there was still 30 mins left so we went to a spectacle shop for js de contacts? and after that went to tampines mall de basement to buy chicken meat to smuggle in to cinema hahaha. after that went back to the century cineplex and bought pop corn + cola + zappel. Thanks you! xy for treating. The movie was very funny lols. I especially like the part at the first story where the boss is eating the orange then he say the orange got no taste, is not fit for human to eat then the underling tell him" This is sugarfree orange. You won't get diabetes" DARN FUNNY LOL! I'd rate this movie 3.5/5 lols haha. After that went to Tamp 1's Teadot to study. Bought Fruity frappe: mixed berries. Then at first wanted to study SS but was lazy so I brought out my chem/physics mock paper to do. Xy was doing her chinese homework and Js was studying bio~ And we all do like 30 mins don wan do~_~ Js went to sleep and xy was still doing it~ And I think after one hour later we went off lols. Supposingly go js house but decided to changed my mind later. Went to meet my cousin and came back home at 10+++ and finally,
THANK YOU GIRLS FOR ACCOMPANYING A BORING GUY LIKE ME :D

WOOOTS!

2009-08-28T19:52:00.001+08:00

Guess I better blog now since later I might be abit lazy to update. Today is seriously a good day~ Such a fine day. Good weather + no disappointing events + Handing up of DnT journal.
My pops sent me to school today morning. Went back to classroom since the parade ground is wet. Studied abit on biology since we will be having a bio test later on. Blah blah~ Skip to the lessons~
PE - FUN FUN FUN! Had basketball and miss ong wore our class t-shirt today ahaha. We even took pictures too~ Will upload soon when I get hold of the pictures.
SPA - Test. And mdm sim went through a lil bit about smoking.
Recess - Finally did not eat sedaplicous again-_- Ate malay noodles today ahaha.
SS - I studied abit on how to answer the questions and our sides were darn noisy lols. We were all quarreling with taufik about his mother and him coming from black hole.~
Assembly - Stayed in class and mdm sim continued the smoking thing. Best part was, taufik got called up by mdm sim to talk to the class about smoking and the whole class was like asking him dumb questions like "since smoking is not a cool and macho thing to do, how come you still smoke?" and mdm sim was like looking at him with those *eyes* ahahaha.
After school stayed outside classroom's study area to do DnT. Was walking up and down the staircase to watch the show happening at the hall. hahahaha. Well, at 2.30 p.m. we went to the Design Studio to continue our project. Was having fun there~ Finished everything around 4
and went to the hall to support my classmates who are performing. The BTS idol was what I saw and the third soloist sings quite well I think. And after that was the class' turn to perform. Secret song. And after the performance is our class' very own, "Nobody" performance hahahah. Me and miss ong went up there to perform with them ahahhaha. It's seriously darn funny hahahaha~ Guess ima go back up on monday to do it again, with some of my friends.~ And I guess I shall end here~