TTZ will be MIA from now till 12 November.

I told her the things that I have felt. Whether there is a reply or not, It doesn't really matter because I'm just happy that she knows what I am feeling.

anyways, to all people taking 'O' levels, good luck to you all including myself but I will give more luck to myself LOL.

Labels: Hope everything goes well

If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with...

Don't ask me what happened. Not in the mood to say anything. 'O' levels come first. Yesterday went out with cliques to eat at pizza hut after the science practical. Overall it was okay, manageable. KG sms-ed me something and I started to think to myself about something. Made a fool out of myself in facebook at WW's comment box. Still feeling bad.

Today, Don't ask why. Emo-ed the whole day doing my maths book. No replies from someone. dunno why. don't wanna ask why. dunno what has happened. Tired. of this. sickening place.

I used to feel strongly for these words "There's not a thing I don't cherish" but what I feel right now is that "I want to let go of everything."

'O' levels are gonna end in about 2.5 more weeks. Hope everything passes by quickly and painlessly. Also, am hoping that nothing bad happens, again.

-TTZ 23/10/09

I think it's been a long time since i blogged luhs. and I think this will be the last post before my o levels is over. Yesterday was the last day of school for the graduating class. Very saddening can?

15/10/09
Met wei wen on the 225 bus uh. walked to school together. chatted for awhile and she went off to the canteen. Just nice, bell rang when I was reaching the parade square. BLAH! Skip skip to lesson time. First 3 periods were maths. Feels abit awkward uh, I did my maths paper in school and mdm liza taught me how to draw the triangle thingy. Maybe it's because it's the last lesson that I did the work that was given to me. Recess, I had originally planned not to eat since me and my cliques were going out later on but I still ate cos it was the last time that I am going to have my food in here. Science lesson was next, I also did my work. First science period was mr lew. He taught abit of physics and we were talking uh. Chemistry was next and due to people needing help in both sciences and being free, mr lew stayed in the class to assist my classmates uh. Biology, mrs koh and mr lew stayed in there LOL. Sigh, everything just feels so weird now that it has ended. After school, had pizza from Candian 2 4 1 pizza LOL. Was fun, all the teachers were there except for mdm wong and mrs sim hahahaha. The whole class was talking about mr lew's lame jokes and sharon's age and those craps. This is the first time the teachers were talking to us, chatting with us like a normal friend. Went off with my cliques first because we had to get home early. Sat a taxi to safra and intended to play pool but too bad, the place was fully booked so we played bowling. Was quite fun uh, changing names and laughing at keat's ZOMGWTH score. hahaha. Went home and rested. Psycho-ed minister to study hahas. Come on girl, it's just 3 more weeks and we will all be free for 4 months.

16/10/09

Got woken up by my cousin to go gym with him and paul later at 2 pm. Went back to sleep and woke up at 12 to prepare myself to go gym. Skip skip. Waited for them awhile in my aunt's shop and went to the gym at fengshan cc. SKIP the gym part cos there was alot to say. below are only 2 pictures taken at there.

I know it's blur and all but can't blame it. Camera lousy-.-"
Went to eat at the coffeeshop near there and chatted. Came home afterwards. Oh ya, and I psycho-ed minister to study again cos she was lazy hahaha.

-Misc
Guess I will make this post longer lols. Shall talk about the people in this school uh. First up, the teachers.

Form teacher, mdm sim - It was only around 9 months since I uh, know you? Hahas. All in all, you're a great teacher even though you can be quite eccentric and naggy at times. Being concerned about the students and even spotting questions for us. Thanks alot!

Miss choo - My humanities teacher since sec 3 hahas. I bet I have given you alot of troubles during the course of years because of my actions uh. But during the later part of this year, I have matured my thinkings and all. Thanks alot miss choo for bearing with my nonsense in class and remedials. I can say you are one of the most friendliest teacher I have known. You never scolded us once and taught us patiently even though our group was very -.-" you know.

Sharon Rebekah Ong Hui Mei - Miss ong, my PE teacher since sec 2 and my english teacher during sec 2. Hahahaha. I bet I must have given you aloooooot of troubles hahahaha. Those nonsensical things that I did. And hor, your name is very special. Cause I put ur full name down there hahahahaha. Best Pe teacher. Also like a friend to the students. I know my lame jokes and pervertness lah. Don't need to keep on suan-ing me right. hahahaha.

Mdm Liza - My maths teacher during sec 3. Sorry for not listening to class in sec 3 resulting in my mathematics result being crappy. But I have learned my folly and started to buck up now. Even though you still nag at times, but it's all for our wellbeing. Thank you for teaching me. Especially during the last few maths lesson that I had with you.

Mr Ievan Lew - OMGG. So many things to talk about you uh. You really are the craziest teacher I've ever seen in my life hahahaha. From the octopus dancing during national days to the dunno what kind of dance during teachers day ahahah. Didn't really like your lesson during sec 3 cause I don't understand anything about physics and you were always making fun of people -.-" hahaha. But this year, I tried to understand more about physics and I did. Even though my prelims were full of careless mistakes, I won't make it again and I shall get an A1 for combined science :) And your lessons were much more fun this year hahas.

Mrs Koh - The chemistry teacher ahahha. I didn't really understand chemistry during sec 3 and didn't like your class cause I feel that chemistry was veryyyyyyyyyy hard. But during sec 4 when you were personally coaching our group on "salts", I understood it and went back home to study on my chemistry. And am proud to say, I have gotten pretty well on chemistry during the later part of the year and am able to help my friends with it.

Mdm kalthom - My english teacher hahas. I know my class has pretty well fallen below your expectations the first moment you stepped into our classroom but, I was glad to have you as our teacher because you were strict with us and also our markings. By being strict, we can learn more of our mistake and try to correct it.

Mrs Hoon - My chinese teacher hahaha. Very naggy uh, but all were for our good sake. I was glad I am in your class because I made new friends and old friends.

I will never forget all of you teachers and your teachings.

Guess I didn't miss out on any teachers uh. Now for the friends section.

First up, who to say uh. I'm not sure. maybe number one friend?

Kay uh, for all of you who do not know who is my number one friend uh, it is miss sherilyn oh lols. What can I say about her leh. Very unique uh? Always suan me one. But then, it was fun with those things and also the bus rides home together. But then, the year is going to end soon uh. Hope we can still keep in contact after our 'O'. and hor, study harder lahs. 'O' levels are coming le. the questions that you dunno can ask one luhs.

Next one uh, I dunno lols. I'll start with my cliques then.

John Marbin Padiernos Cada - My smoking pal in sec 3 uh, but too bad am not smoking anymore. Won't forget the nonsensical things u did and those jokes you made. Like what syahrul said, after you came to this class, everyone changed. Not everyone but those that hangs around with you. Those who know you will know what I'm talking about luhs.

Nguyen Hoang - Since sec 2 I know you. You were the uhm, joke? hahas. But you were pretty much not being made fun of until sec 3 when marbin came. But all the times spent with pool, bowling and studying were fun uh. I know the feeling of being bastard is not fun but to others, it seriously is funny.

Indo Edwin Halim - My gaming pal since sec 1. I think we both were pretty much no lifers in our lower secondary life. Playing the same games and debating and even quarreling. It has pretty much toughen our friendship eh. Hope we will still stay in contact when you go to australia to study.

Tiv Jiguang(Nguon) Keat - Jiguang, you were the OMG richass boy I've ever known. You were pretty quiet in sec 2 and during sec 3 when marbin came, you started to level up your bastard skills and bastard-ing me about being fatass but you still remain as the CB face LOL. I know your prelims were pretty much .... but work harder uh. can make it one. Don't forget me when you are in Australia studying.

Ashwin S Ramalingam - Shitass indian hybrid. Metallica loving indian. FI. Eveything hahas. Ever since sec 1 you were my pal and have been bastard-ed by me since then. If I were to talk about you there would be alot so I'd rather not haahahhaa.

Miss Wei wen - To speak of the truth, you would be the longest friend I would have known when I came here. You were my facilitator in the sec 1 camp and I also became a prefect. Those moments were fun and I do not know what had seriously happened because we became like strangers? Whenever we see each other during school we like pretend we don't know each other. But I was glad that during sec 5 we were in the same chinese class cos we finally talked to each other? And I think you are the most forgiving person. Hope we can go the same poly and the same course luhs. Don't give up! believe in yourself!

Syahrul & Sala - You two are together cause both of you are gay but both of you were my good friends since sec 1. Both of you were not really like asraf and taufik whereby their attitude sucked like hell.

Xin ying - My friend from sec 1 luhs. But we didn't talk much during our lower sec days. But during sec 3 when we were in the same elective which is DnT then we started to really talk and chat as friends. After o levels make bbq again! hahahaha.

LiLi - My little junior uh. When I was a prefect during my sec 2, she was my junior who had the same duty with me uh. Now, she's still the same as when she was sec 1 hahahaha Never grow up LOL. Next year you are sec 4 already, you will hafta go through the same thing as we did luhs. But don't give up luhs. You will find that chemistry and biology is pretty much easy.

Paul - My pretty much good friend since secondary 3 uh. Hmm.... What to say about you leh. You're pretty much a good guy from what I can say luhs. Those nights spent chatting was fun and I really enjoyed the gym outing. Hope you can go to sec 5. (pray pray)

Wei Wei Wei - The table god/eunuch/Sleeping king. This guy arh, ever since the first day he came to school in sec 3, he has been sleeping like in, all the lessons? and you can always see him flirting around-.-" but what else, his combined science is pretty good. He taught me when I was sec 3. But, too bad. You will be going to NS soon hahahaha. Stay in contact :D

Shit, I'm getting tired of writing LOL. but to other friends who were not mentioned, it's not that I don't remember you but because of my laziness-.-" Will remember every single one of you. If you wanna be mentioned, please tell me on msn or text me through the phone hahahas. and this post is seriously very long lols.

Back to blogging uh. changed my blog link and I think it's also rather meaningless but better compared to my previous one which is pervertking. sounds like dumb. and it's seriously dumb. And I think I'll blog more cos I will be abstaining myself from computer for the next week until my 'o' levels finish. And it's abstain, not completely deprive myself from the use of computer.

10/10/09 (saturday)
Did nothing much uh. Slept the whole day, and prepared myself to go to this festival at dunno which temple in singapore, near hougang. This time round, I've gotten clever LOL. Why do I say this lol? Because the event this time round is to accompany my grandmother to watch the teochew opera which is very the omg-.-" So I brought my maths 10 year series, physics, chemistry and biology 5 year series with me to do. I tell u guys/girls, that place is seriously omg lols. Go in only, traffic jam, then the people over there make it into, pedestrian jam? Got in the place where the show is on. Took out my assessment books and did it. And I'm seriously happy that the papers were relatively manageable compared to the prelims can? I got like above 80 for all the papers which is OMG. I tell you, OMG. Compared to the previous year, I have improved greatly I guess. Last year, I had just barely made it to sec 4. Now, in the whole class, I'm like the 10-20 position. I can do maths,combined humanities and chemistry now. Which was the subjects I hated the most during sec 3 even though the teachers were good. It's just that I don't like it. Decided to stop around 9 o'clock and sms-ed girlfriend/no. 1 friend/ negative 0.1 friend/ministry for my name to chat. Very funny lols. She keep on suan me and we were debating hahaha. Went home at around 11 pm where my father came to fetch us.

09/10/09 (friday)
Didn't go school lols. Cos I felt abit unwell. Anywyas, I did pretty much assessment books that day. I did my maths assessment book up till chapter 20 I think. Another 20 more chapters and I'm finished. And for chemistry, I did 3 papers on it. Physics, 2 papers. Biology, sadly, I did only 1 paper for it :( Will be more hardworking. Final month already. Hope I can make my wish come true. Then I will earn extra money. Because my parents told me, If my o levels got less than 10 points, I will get an additional $500 from them and another $300 from my big brother. So that makes me $800 richer. Don't have to work for 2 months hahahaha. This is just my family only. If I seriously get 10 points, WAHAHAHA. My relatives will give me more ang pao $_$ Guess I'll end here luhs

And I think I kinda blogged alot today? Oh ya. guys, go check this guy out. Guess ima end here soon.

p.s. I wish I can go out with friends to study more.. Need abit of coaching in maths.

It's still about the previous post uh. My premonition is always 90% correct uh. and I retract what I said in my msn. This world is still good. I'm not pissed off with the whole world. Special thanks to wei wen, edwin, mark, jun yuan, wei jian and black horn for their care and concern :D Thanks alot, you people make me feel that I'm being cared in this world.
And I bet no one noticed the change in the words above. hahahahaha

Okay, this time I think I'm seriously screwed. I don't wanna say but things aren't going too well. Anyways, 'O' levels come first, relationships come afterwards. Been going to night class to study and I have been sleeping in the afternoon~_~ 2 more weeks tills o level. Cmon everyone, JYJY! :)

p.s. If only time could turn back, I would've grabbed the chance.
p.p.s. Come back to me, will ya?