You see, I've learnt something today. Even though I am working and those, I can't complain to my "mom" all the time and whine about how tough or whatever the shit it is. This is just how the world revolves. Everytime something happened in work, I'd always sms her and asking for a reply which would help me and everytime she'd have to crack her brain to think for me. I really do think I'm being selfish for doing that as I think she got pissed off with me recently. And that made me realise, that even though there's a saying that goes "Men needs woman to support him and stand by him", it does not mean that all the time, that he will need a woman. Sometimes, men just have to face problems on his own, without anyone to help him. Until then, he will be able to stand up by himself and grow up to be a promising young man. Just as how a diamond needs to be polished before it becomes beautiful. Thanks, wei wen. You are sucha good friend to have. Even though I myself is not that great of a friend to be, you still accepted me as your friend and being frankful enough.

Just for fun :D

If Beauty Had A Name

With each passing day
I look forward to seeing you
It's almost as if my life is being shattered
And now your here
My dream came true

I never thought
Feelings would grow
But you proved me wrong
It's almost like a love song

Your that girl
That has won me over
Your that girl
That I want to be a little bit more closer

Your that girl
I wake up to see
Your that girl
I always want next to me

Your that girl
Who makes me laugh
Your that girl
That never makes me sad

Your that girl
With those beautifull eyes

Do you believe in love at first sight?

I just want you to know
I don't know where this will go
I want it to be special
I can't promise you materials but

I wont brake your heart
I wont make you cry
I wont give you any doubts
Ill tell you why?

Why I wont hurt you
Because that's not like me
Why I'll make you laugh
Cause your as beautiful as can be in my eyes

Why you'll smile is
Because it's another nice day
Or another reason.
Because I'm here to stay

I want you to know
How much you really mean
I can't describe it in words
Cause it's too strong of a feeling

I wish you could look inside my heart one day
See how much it's been torn and repaired
And how it beats as you sooth all my pains away

I wish you could look deep into my eyes
And make all the wishes in the world
I'll try to make them come true
As long as you'll one day be my girl

Or at times of need
I've proven to be there for you
No not because I have to,
But because your special my dear

So I'll make this simple
Short and Sweet
Your not like other's
You almost mean the world to me.

Labels: Love kills

WAHAHAHA. IT'S MY OFF DAY LIKE FINALLY.

Don't know what to talk about. Oh yeah, I celebrated 2010 countdown in sentosa with pinoy, xy, xk and butch. It was kind of, unique? Cause we had our countdown in the bus and guess what, we never saw any fireworks-.-" Chilled at the siloso beach hotel till around 1+am and went to meet up my brother as he was attending the siloso beach party. Reached home at 3am. Even though it's new year countdown where everyone is happy, I guess mine is not really that great.

As all would have known, I'm working as a promoter for panasonic and that my target sales for the month of December 2009 is 130,000 dollars. And right on the clock that hits 12am, January 1 2010, my sales is... 124,900 dollars. It's like, dammit! 5100 dollars more to hit my target and I can get a 1% commission of my sales. My pay would then be hitting 2k already. Thinking back, I think I can actually hit my target but... the problem is the stocks. That god darn person in charge of mustafa basement 2 transfer my stocks from the warehouse to the selling floor on an irregular basis resulting in the loss of sales. _l_

But well, sometimes, things just do happen. Like what happened on facebook which I don't wanna elaborate. Seriously, it's like so childish to do those things. Crap your own idiocity.
And also, I'm not pointing out any names here but just to mention about some people in my life.
Some people change, and well, even their best friends kind of slowly fade into normal friends. Trying to sms you to chat but no reply or nothing. Until I sms-ed the second time. I "wonder" what has happened seriously. You're always busy. BLAHH!

Oh yeah, I would like to thank that dumb minister of mine for the entertainment she gave me during the boring weekdays I have in mustafa. She really do crap alot despite the appearance eh. I had always thought she'd be more refined and elegant in speech but well, looks are deceiving hahaha. Until the first time I crapped with her that I found out that her wise cracks are really funny. And since then, I'd sms her and the replies would always make me laugh!

11 january is the release of the results they say but mdm tan told me that it's not yet confirmed so just keep a lookout on the SEAB website. Less than a week to january 11/12/13 haahhaa. Gosh!~ So excited. Until then.

Khom Salanh Nhan. (insert name)