You see, I've learnt something today. Even though I am working and those, I can't complain to my "mom" all the time and whine about how tough or whatever the shit it is. This is just how the world revolves. Everytime something happened in work, I'd always sms her and asking for a reply which would help me and everytime she'd have to crack her brain to think for me. I really do think I'm being selfish for doing that as I think she got pissed off with me recently. And that made me realise, that even though there's a saying that goes "Men needs woman to support him and stand by him", it does not mean that all the time, that he will need a woman. Sometimes, men just have to face problems on his own, without anyone to help him. Until then, he will be able to stand up by himself and grow up to be a promising young man. Just as how a diamond needs to be polished before it becomes beautiful. Thanks, wei wen. You are sucha good friend to have. Even though I myself is not that great of a friend to be, you still accepted me as your friend and being frankful enough.