It sucks. I really feel very sucky right now. I always wonder why I couldn't be someone which you can depend on. I always tell myself, even though I have nothing, I still have at least, a heart. But then, you walked away. Leaving myself alone.

Today, I feel sucky. Ang pao money wasn't too much. In total I've gotten around 400 ringgit which is equivalent to S$180. Normal new year. Everything normal. I'm doubting myself.