Sigh!~ It's so damn true.

Anyways, I've probably done it now. I'm stepping into this world and in actualy fact, am actually following what these world probably is. I'm not sure of this but I'm actually quite proud of myself. Being able to earn this much amount of money at only 16 years old and even taking care of my own expenses, stepping into this cruel, reality to earn a living. Right now the only I'd hope is that we actually have an improvement with our relationship instead of any de-provement. I really do want to say to you the 3 words and 8 letters but I just don't have the courage to do so. I've thought of giving up on you but every time when I see you, my heart just goes all out to you automatically. I don't know what I should do...

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